The more I think about it, the more convinced I am that I'm just not supposed to be in a relationship. If you were to ask me why a woman should be interested in dating me, I wouldn't be able to answer. The only ways I stand out from the crowd are negative ways. Frankly, my personality sucks. I'm a boring guy, even I can't deny it. Even if there was some small part of me that a woman would find attractive, all they'd have to do is look around and they'd instantly find somebody else who does it better, thereby rendering me moot. The one and only cool thing I can claim about myself is that I write books, and trust me, that's about as attractive as bragging about how my dwarf paladin just hit level 80 in last night's D&D session. Whether it's because I'm an aspie or just a bad person in general, I have absolutely 0 attractive qualities. I am literally the bottom of the barrel, so what's the point of even trying?
Sorry to be depressing, but this has been bugging me for a while.
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