Isolation

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I get it. I'm on a different "wavelength" to everyone else. Bonding with people, even platonically, is impossible for me. When I die nobody will even notice, let alone care. Meeting new people is fruitless. Makes life totally pointless. My only purpose is to buy my family a home (we're stuck renting), and once that's done I'm going to throw myself off a bridge.

It's the same with me.I find impossible to be friends or be romantic partners with anyone,except for other Aspies and even then,Considering that there's so few Aspies near my area,I find hard to even become friends with other Aspies. Outside of having a high paying job,I don't find much meaning in life.I have no friends and probably never will have friends.I have no romantic partner and never will.I don't even see a reason to get out of my house(outside of work).Even with my own parents,they seem not to actually appreciate me when I contact them, and my siblings were always treated better than me when I was younger by family.My Siblings never seem like they wanted to talk to me(I haven't had any contact any of my siblings for over a year).People seem to fake their friendliness towards me becasue they"pity me".I basically get absolutely no human contact(non work related) outside of this Website.