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the creator is a piece of s**t, i want to strangle him

FUСK "GOD"

And here was I operating on the basis that mods are the "gods" and "goddesses" of WP discussion boards

I'm a pastafarian & I approved this message.

Blasphemy pairs excellently with many fine beers.

If I was created equally why am I always being ignored?

I'm horribly sick of western standards determining my every move instead of me & people who love me. We couldn't make any of that work & society encourages us to blame me while ignoring each other.

Autism is basically a death sentence where this shallow social game is concerned.

It's disgusting all around to me.

My husband of 27 years did everything wrong when we were dating and still does. You know what? I love him and will kill anybody that EVER will try to come between us. I was treated so badly by guys and constantly mad fun of but they made sure they had sex with me and took my money and my dignity yet mocking me at the same time. I was SOOOO sub-par but yet they did all that to me. Don't feel so bad when people push you away. It's the ones that don't respect you but stick around for what they can take off of you that will hurt you the worst. The ones that push you away have a conscience. They don't want you but still set you free to be with who wants you. Don't hate them. When I met my husband, he extended me every bit of human respect that he could and has won my heart and my soul forever - if this story almost resembles a "ditched dog" homeless pet rescue story - then so be it. We all have purpose but another person in our lives puts a smile on that purpose.

I've only ever been ignored. Everyone who did get close to me disappeared & as far as I can tell they never cared.

I'm not saying this to be accusatory. It just feels like all my personal interactions until now were fake. None of it counted where NTs are concerned.

There's no feeling whatsoever to being pushed away.

Years of completely pointless numbness. I don't hate people but they sure hate me it seems.

I'm isolated enough to find it really disturbing. As far as I can tell most people consider my life a waste.

There's no other imaginable reason I could be this invisible.

I know someone like this but she's gone. Nobody cares about some autistic software geek.

Probably mostly my shyness & reserved mannerisms. I think it's more about what I don't do.

I've been pretty resolute about telling people how I actually feel lately but I don't get the impression anyone really cares. I'm too far into the "spectrum" to have NT emotions for anyone to give a damn about.

I miss everyone but they're probably glad my autistic side isn't around, if not me.

Obviously it's taboo for guys like me to have any romantic ideas whatsoever.

I'm doing all I can to stay away from people lately. Everyone's just set on getting rid of me or perhaps they would say otherwise.

It's about time I straight up asked, is there some magical way to not be typecast as sexually worthless?

Is there some way to get women & other guys to stop guilt tripping me out of sharing how I feel? I don't want a bunch of blind dates & directions, I just want to connect with the few women who actually ever talk to me at all.

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Let’s start by... showing us a photo of yourself.

I didn't really want to talk about face-value stuff here. I could post a photo in a bit but I don't usually enjoy fashion, much less dating anymore.

In some sense I'm just wondering out loud what's really going on as much as smudge was earlier. In a word, I'm paranoid lately.

If I didn't spill my dumb negative thoughts on WP they would only trouble people who care about me.

Looking like an overstimulated Linux geek is OK by me for now because I am one. I just want to be a good guy in the eyes of women around me.