Do you miss someone right now?

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My little brother Matthew, he took his own life last year. 21st June 1994 - 13th Nov 2012, we'll meet again someday.

Our family dog.

I live away from home and he stays with my mother. I see them once a week maybe. The dog has sort of always been around since I was a teenager

I miss an old friend who I lost touch with.

I miss someone I loved who died in 2004.

I miss our cat who died a while ago.

I miss my loved one who has gone away on a trip.

I miss some of my friends who live too far away to see them in person all that often.

I miss playing Scrabble with Grandad and my friends.

Ditto on that.

I miss my grandad. He died just over 2 years ago.

I miss a guy I used to call a close friend. He completely cut me out of his life last year and I have no idea why.

Yes, I do, and I'm still wondering when I'll see her again

Not really anymore, probably for the first time in a long time. I guess that's a good thing, or maybe not..

: I loved Cori, not knowing I loved Cori. Now she is gone forever; and, in my chapbooks I write a lot of killing her Brother, who probably talked to her about me... and I have displaced how I loved Cori but now [in spite of myself] how I hate David Melton. I am a poet with a few chapbooks about to appear because I know I have to get information out there about feelings and how it is to not experience them in a "correct" way... Blah blah blah -- David Melton is Cori's brother and they have a cousin who is Autistic and I, being a child of AS feel his pain; but, David more than likely told Cori that I am/ was a lost cause... I know she loved me at some point -- certain things are instinctive & it hurts. It feels like I should be bleeding -- But I take it for what it is and move on with it. Let it go. It lingers at points; then I tell myself I am not going to go there -- even though sometimes I do. Is it strange to be addicted to a certain kind of sadness that no pill, no counselor, no other person can fix, or help, or give advice upon? Because I miss more than Cori... I miss Trevor Rush [another love I had along the way] = Yes, I am bi-sexual. I miss him like wanting to search and find him out and knock on the door and hope that he remembers me. And I miss Alex Wales who I first loved, ever... and the fact that he thought I was a man-whore ripped me apart. Because my love comes few and far between and I can't describe it or even explain it -- It just is. It's like breathing -- You don't do it consciously; we breathe because we must in order to survive. Love is essential to survival -- no matter how primitive.

An old dear friend whom I lost touch with. I took him for granted.

I miss my twinkies

Believe me you don't want someone to miss....it's painful!!

Ok here goes..

CO: I miss him because he was a cool guy but I annoyed the crap out of him with my constant s**t including my crush that I developed on him at that time, I tried to email him several times after he stopped talking to me to no avail yet a few years later he adds me to his Linkedin profile...yeah figure that one out lol. I honestly don't imagine we'd be friends again.

ZB: I miss Z because I was actually in love with him despite the fact we only ever spoke online for 2 years, we were alike, he had ADD, Social Anxiety and probably Aspergers as well...again I annoyed the s**t out of him, told him how I felt and did something incredibly stupid in terms of contacting his high school crush who he was obviously still in love with even after all these years, upon further obsessive investigation it turns out she's dating another woman...I never told Z this as firstly I think he knows anyway and secondly if he doesn't know it would devastate him.

AH: She was a friend from Canada who I met on an ADD/ADHD forum years ago...actually it was the same forum I met CO and ZB off too, she had separated from her ex husband and my ex partner had ended our relationship so I guess we were bonding over that and the friendship continued for about 4 years before I decided to give it the chop as it we seemed we no longer had anything in common as she'd remarried and had a child and I was still single and childless and when I mentioned my Aspergers I felt she judged me and saw me differently which didn't help at all..

TP: Ok TP was the only ADHD person I didn't meet of the forum, I came across her on Facebook and we had stuff in common so we communicated which was intense at the start and then it faded out to just comments here and there and then she suddenly blocked me from commenting and liking stuff on her page but I was still able to send private messages...I let this go for a while and then one day I decided that this wasn't good friendship behaviour and booted her arse off my Facebook friends list as well....At one stage I thought my behaviour was harsh and I actually tried to contact her only for someone to tell me not to waste my time with someone who acts with such indifference as she did with me...in other words they thought I deserved a better friend.

My feelings of missing these people is slowly but surely starting to wear off and I am moving on with my life without these people in it, if they were meant to be a part of my present they'd still be here now and as much as this sounds like a cliche "There is a reason some people don't make it to your future" and that's so true in the case of each of these people.

Oh yeah and I miss every pet I had as a child and beyond...

S

Yes, there's this girl that I knew in high school. The only time I seen her was in my winter semester English class, I never seen her outside of that class. We hit it off instantly, we were like best friends from the first time we met. I never forgot her. I wasn't interested in dating when I was in school. I'm not sure, but I think I'm in love with her. Having her always on my mind & my Asperger's makes it hard for me to get the nerve to talk to women for dating purposes.

My cousin. He was always there for me, I could trust him with anything. I always wanted to be like him. He died three years ago.

hmmm yup