Do you miss someone right now?

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I don't know if I miss her, but I've been thinking about her. I don't know if "miss" is the right word for the emotions I feel. When I look at her picture dread fills me. But when I think about her...I feel love. I'm not sure if she ever loved me or just made me imagine that she did. I wish that I could talk to her and explain. I wish that she would talk to me and explain.
I wish there was something that I could do so that I could interact with her again. She might be done with me though. She might never want to see me again.

Oh god yes!

My boyfriend Jacob was just 25 when he died of a heroin overdose on July 23, 2017. I miss him so badly.

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Imagine my therapist's embarrassment when it turned out they really were after me.

I miss a friend who have become my lasting crush lol. It seems he
was the one who could understand me well. It is almost nine years since the first time I knew him. We lost contact for years. He changed his phone number. Somehow I wish he would contacted me, yet it was just a wishful thinking.

Even just writing about him right now put tears in my eyes.

I miss my aunty who died last year. We weren't super close (because I'm not super close to anyone) but she always believed in all my dreams, no matter how far fetched or even out of my depth they were. She was weird and a bit rude by accident but her soul was pure.

I miss thinking my (old) friends were who I thought they were. Ever since I stopped getting high I've really learnt who my real friends are.

I miss my friend Lai. Even though I could call or message, I get too anxious to meet up and I think he gets upset with me.

I miss K from primary school. I should've been nicer to her.

I miss my friend B in Nigeria. I worry about her and her horrible boyfriend and all the drugs she

I miss myself when my sensory issues weren't so bad and I had more self-esteem.

I miss my friend who was my best and only friend for 13-14 years. Although i know i mostly just hurt her and gave her bad memories. I seem to do that to everyone i know, like i'm constantly a source of bad energy. I think of the people who knew me and how if they didn't met me they'd have a better life. I can only wish and pray for them now.

Yeah I am grieving for my nan, but that's a personal thing and so I'm not about to spill my guts out literally on other people, unless they deserve the outcome for their selfish input. One I'm considering, if the public abuse doesn't stop soon and gets entirely out of hand. I'll hand over the tools to for this job however. Someone who is wondering what the difference is between French punishment and Capital punishment, may find out very soon.
Grown up men from less inferior backgrounds can take it, silly little girls obviously not so. The fairer sex usually sting if they don't get their way, but clearly if someone's ego wants it, they can have it. I mean it, I don't need the casual crap, nor the unplugged s**t from known sources getting away with it again.

Yes. She is the most beautiful girl i have ever met.
She got married two years before.

My ex H quite a bit. I do see him daily but I mean the relationship. He was abusive at times, but not violent, and I haven't shared the extent of it with anyone.

We had good times and would work through everything except one (his mom / my kid)

I understand him completely and he understands me completely, and he has a lot of issues especially related to his mom, who persistently aggravates them.
My unvocalized anger at his psychopathic mother for trying to murder our (autistic) son is what really tipped it into irredeemable territory and ultimately ruined our marriage.
As he, instead of acknowledging it, continuously projected it onto me or others. Anyone but her.

I really feel mad that someone like that, a rich, spoiled, narcissistic woman treated like a queen by me throughout, could have messed up a family so completely.

I miss the girl I've been in a relationship with (and known for the last couple of years) and love a hell of a lot... well, long story short, she had emotional problems and lashed out at me a lot but she had reasons to that I won't go in to, and to put it generally, that behaviour made me react negatively and I think I managed to annoy her because she said some nasty stuff to me and hasn't talked to me since. That was, what, maybe around Christmas, a day or two beforehand? I miss her a lot already, I just want to hug her right now and ask what's wrong.

A girl I met at church 5 years ago, I don't recall her name. I haven't spoken with a girl in 5 years so I flashback to her in my memory when I feel lonely.

Yes. She was my classmate in a night course. She's a talented artist, and since I also draw stuffs we started to have feeling for each other. Sadly, I said something stupid behind her back which she quickly found out, and it kinda ended everything before anything ever started. At first I tried to make things up, but one scorn led to another and then after a series of hate exchange we unfriended each other on social network. By then the night course was over, so it didn't take long before we unfriended each other in real life too. I always miss her though. To this day I still check up her Facebook and watch her artworks. It pains me how my own stupidity ruined a relationship that was so close to have a successful start, and how it made someone who was so similar to me personality-wise hate me forever.

I am truly sorry, Evy.

Yes. I miss Sammie.

I miss my childhood friends from Ohio, I think about how they are doing in their lives without me, and how much they miss me.

-LegoMaster2149 (Written on January 24, 2018)

Bout 3, 4 years ago i broke off with the love of my life. She was a lot of what i wanted in life.it was my fault. ( no joke, no guilty concience. It was my fault. I made major mistakes that cost in the end.) We broke mutually. Ever january till feb 15 my heart breaks. I cry. Every 29th i cry harder.

I miss myself three years ago; I was a much happier person then.