I miss my husband, he died a year and a half ago, he spoke four languages and had awards for his math abilities. We had a short time together too, and very tragic circumstances led to his death, he was kidnapped and tortured three times and then he committed suicide a year and a half ago, 7 months after we were married and deeply in love. Its been the hardest time in my entire life. I had a brief moment with my soul mate but it was in the last and worst part of his life, he was only 36. I miss him every day and it doesn't get any easier.
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”The Antevasin was an in-betweener. He was a border-dweller. He lived in sight of both worlds, but he looked toward the unknown. And he was a scholar.”
― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love
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Neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 172 of 200
Neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 45 of 200
You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)