I really miss my girlfriend right now...
classes recently let out at the university and she went to visit her family for a week or so, and I work midnights every week (6 forking days) so going with her isn't a choice unless I want to waste my once-per-year vacation on it; I really wouldn't want to anyhow, I really don't like the city she's from, or at least the people there..... but my whole life revolves around her and I don't even want to talk to anyone else when she's not here.
I've recently learned about my (possible/probable) asperger's (since she's been gone), and I'm really anxious about explaining it to her... but if there's anybody I could talk to about it, it's her. I'm sort of excited to, actually, but I'll wait till she gets back, because I hate her mom and don't want her opinion on things in case she overhears and asks. Her mother's opinion is first and foremost in everything that ever happens, if you ask her (mom) I have my hands full dealing with her mom (who is the complete antonym of me), but my girl is the girl for me, so it's worth all the stress in the long run. And her grandparents are really great people who care alot for her and her best interests, which is her and my saving grace... if her mom was all she had I would have left her two years ago...
Does anybody else have the problem of taking someone else's post and turning it into theirs? It bothers me when others do it, but I catch myself doing it all the time but then again, I'll be damned if i'm gonna delete all the stuff I just typed