Yes
I miss my ex girlfriend. We never broke up but she isn't in my life anymore. We did everything together from eating and cleaning to baking. She always found a way to make me smile while I was down. Always so full of energy that never seemed to end. Nothing about her bored me. She kept me on my toes never knowing what was about to happen. All the way up to the very end. I got a text message On September 25th at 1:47 am with an attachment. "I love you baby" with a heart emoji and a video. I pushed play and regretted it. (Not gonna go into detail). She has always been there for me and I wasn't there when she needed me most. Now she is gone and I can't do anything about it. I should have payed more attention to the warning signs. I should've answere the phone when she called. I should've been by her side, not ..... I just don't know what to do anymore. I have been grieving for a while now. I try not to think about her, but every little thing reminds me of her. I can't say her leaving didn't mean anything because now I just drink to slow my thoughts and numb my pain. Well yeah I miss you baby.
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