I miss someone quite a bit. They were a trusted friend, and we had a strong mutual-respect. They offered to help with a significant problem I was having. After that they essentially ended the friendship and ghosted me. I feel like I was shamed for having a problem, even though they offered to help me and they said it was no problem. Every now and then I feel very hurt about it, and I miss them. The rest of the time I feel misunderstood, almost like I was set up to be humiliated.
It's been five months. Hard to believe. I just keep on keeping on, but I miss the person they once were. I gave up putting myself in their circle, because it was too freaking weird to be blatantly ignored.
I normally guilt myself about lost friendships but I'm not taking the blame this time. I did nothing wrong. If I'm not good enough in their opinion, I suppose it's their loss and not mine.
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I never give you my number, I only give you my situation.
Beatles