Do you miss someone right now?

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Yeah. But stupidly so.

Always.

"Sigh"

My last boyfriend. He had a lot of personal problems so I haven't talked to him in a while. I don't think we actually broke things off, but it seems like it's over anyway. I'm confused.

The me who was happy.
Or at least the me who
was miserable and in
pain enough to work.

I miss the feeling of not being alone, and not being uncomfortable due to the person that is providing that feeling. Not many can cause that. Regardless...it kind of bothers me when I think about it. I don't know if it is the person or the feeling they cause. I think I've mentioned this before...

I definitely know the feeling. I've only known one guy that I've ever felt comfortable with. I don't know when I'll ever meet another that I'm both comfortable with and attracted to. The hard part is trying to explain the way I feel about that to normal people; they just don't understand.

I met a girl a week ago - I really enjoyed speaking to her and I miss her

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes.

I raelly miss someone right now. Alcohol to be considered in this. I miss someone. A lot. Been hurt by her a lot already, but I put that aside for now. About the only person I feel 100% comfortable ins aying that I love her, but I've got som any erasons not to. She's hurt me on numerous occasions. But...I don't know. If I'm not careful I'll probably ranmble on for a bit.

Only person i've ever felt truly comfortable around. A month til I see her. A bit apprehensive. I want to believe what she said was truthful. Hard to do. She wants something, what she said I know what she wants. Do I want it too? Sure. But I want more than that. I don't know fi she does. I believe she does, but what am I sujpposed to do? Ask? Like that'll do good. in the past, she's used such descriptive phrases as "you're gay." Well, that's how I feel about her.

She has said she doesn't know how to respond to it when I say it. Id on't know if that's a bad thing or a good thing, whether that's because it came from me or just the phrase in general. I know nothing will likely come from this, and I know it is a huge risk, but I have to take that risk. maybe it is a mistake. But this is one of the few, if not the only, people I really care about, so I have to take that risk, at least that's what I'm telling myself. Most likely nothing will come out of htis. (Well, not entirely nothing, but not something I consider worth going to see her for, I've got two hands, that's oduble what I need, hopefully that's both vague and insightful enough...). I just have to know for sure.

edjt: ugh, I hate missing anyone this much... I feel like I'm not wholewithout this feeling. now I feel like I have a gaping hole in me. Thank god, gods, shiva, whatever, that she doesn't know about this. Otherwise I might as well be killing that bottle of everclear. Act indifferent and feel like I haven't said how I feel, or say how I feel and run the risk of her thinking I'm way too....whatever... for a guy. I hate this s**t. Sure, I'll admit it, alcohol is likely the cause of me being a bit moody. At least a partial cause. Or maybe it was sufficient for me to let it out.

Yes...or not as much anymore.

I miss someone...

I miss Kilroy because he is not online right now

Yeah...her name is love.

Damned if I even know her name.

I miss walking around.

I miss Flo.