blitzkrieg wrote:
On the topic of crushes... I sometimes have crushes, but seldom are they reciprocated.
I've only had one crush for sure & she very likely literally has no clue I even exist. I fantasied quite aLOT but most of the fantasies were just about spending time with her like hanging out or cuddling. Most others would probably find those fantasies extremely boring. I might be currently experiencing another crush on someone but this seems to me like it's some kinda low grade mania thing. I know her but I do NOT know her very well & she's either married or has a long-term boyfriend. I'm fantasizing quite a bit but these fantasies are mostly sexual. I was kinda sick for a bit & now I'm feeling better mentally than I've felt in while. I also started trying to workout a little the last few days. Not much but a couple days of trying to exercise a tad is alot better than doing nothing except sitting things until I'm forced to do chores. I'm usually just complaining about how I need to be more active & then blaming a health issue or something for not trying
I guess I'm just trying to work on my physical health while I feel up to it.
I'm keeping myself in check & am smart enough to know better than to try initiating anything.