Um...well, I'm Amy, I'm 18, I live in Colorado. I'm 4'9.5", I weigh about 115 pounds, petite. I have black hair and black eyes (though they both tend to be seen as brown). I'm mostly Japanese, but I'm also British, Jewish and Native American (Osage to be more specific). I mostly know English, but I also know a bit of Japanese...but not enough to make a good conversation, sad to say. I have high functioning autism and ADHD. I also have my moments of suffering from dark depression and much anxiety. Trust issues and doubts are also my problems, but I have my ways to avoid those sometimes.
Anyway, as for good things about me, I am a very kind-hearted, generous, loyal, and humorously warped. Although I have troubles meeting someone for the first time usually, I eventually show that I really care about a person's personal situation. I enjoy learning things about others and I'm able to keep even the deepest of secrets as secrets. I love giving people gifts (especially homemade ones) but sometimes I won't share my desserts. I prefer to remain indoors instead of outdoors just for the sake of security (though I am willing to go outside on special occasions or if someone forces me to. I like to share my wisdom to others even though I haven't really lived a life of the real world all that much. Anyway, I like children and babies very much. I like them so much that I even want to babysit them!
I love to draw, write stories, watch cartoons and anime, read books that involve dragons, listen to music, and lots of other stuff! I have a lot of my really quirky moments that tend to make people look at me funny; I tend to act like certain animals by performing certain behaviors they make naturally. I also quote certain parts of cartoons from cartoon characters and they are often very weird and warped. And as you all can plainly see, I write a lot and I have a lot to say, but when it comes to making verbal conversation, that isn't always the case.
What I looks for in a soulmate is someone who wants to make a commitment that lasts a lifetime. I want to be with someone who can not only talk the talk, but can also walk the walk. Oh and I want to be with someone who can assure me that he really truly loves me and tells me he does love me because he truly does and not because it's to be a force of habit. Like all of you, I want to be with someone who loves me for who I am and not for what I am or what I have. One thing for sure that I want from another is to have characteristics that remind me of my brother. Physically, that shouldn't be difficult, because I love tall, skinny, and manly guys (not manly as in really buff. Someone who is mature but has a great sense of humor are one of the things that are very critical to me, simple reason why I won't date anyone who is younger than me (I personally would prefer 25 year olds). And out of experience, someone who is not overly sensitive emotionally would be great. There are other things that I want in someone, but, you know... I apologize for leaving a post that is kinda long. I'm sure there are longer posts, but I do apologize for this one, to say the least.