Never wanting to get out of Bed

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For me, I have a specificity Idea of what my life partner is going to be like. I study the Myers Briggs Personality Indicator and Non-Binary Genderqueer studies so I have a good idea of what I'm looking for. Simular to Tank Girl because I believe that it is very possible that someone with that kind of personality type and Gender Nonconformist could exist in real life. The question now is where. It's probably going to be a life long search for me. I choose to pathetically have this solid idea in my head than to not worry about it. I know for a fact that I wouldn't love no other personality. By pillows do help me sleep. I feel that I'm loved in bed, I feel relaxed, loved and feel like someone can relate to me finally. Like I've mentioned, I'm only aloud to sleep in until 10:00am or 10:30pm. If I can choose, I would sleep until noon. I feel safer and calmer then ever before pretending in bed. I hate waking up to a confusing unrelated reality. Plus when I'm happy like this, I tend to be on my feminine side. To explain in a more clearer way, I feel like a girl. I imagination that I am one sort of and my boyfriend is too but a Masculine manly looking and acting one. Except I don't have the below the belt feature a woman has. When I wake up, I have to go downstairs to eat breakfast in front of my parents proving that I'm both awake and eating in the morning. I stay in my room basically all day except when I have to drive my car and eat dinner with my parents (yep, it's a house rule). But like I said, when I'm in bed, I act differently than how I am during the day. My voice becomes really really high pitched, I start giggling kind of like a girl, etc. My parents did comment to me once that my butt and my chest (Gynecomastia) look like a womens. It's both very confusing with Living with Asperger's and being Non-Binary Transgendered.

Given your tastes, I would recommend moving to L.A. or S.F. -- you have the best chance of meeting the kind of woman (or guy) you want there. The rest of the country, even back East, is going to be far too uptight for the lifestyle you want to live. Once you get out here and get settled, you'll feel a freedom you never knew before.

I second billsmithglendale. In LA or SF (or maybe NYC too) you are more likely to meet like-minded people. Outside of those areas, I don't think there is any concept of- let alone practitioners of- non-binary sexuality. I'm not terribly sure what you mean myself (therefore you can correctly assume I don't live in LA, SF or NYC). But I am sure that whatever that means, it's most likely other people think along those lines in those cities.

I hate to say it but yes, I know exactly what you mean. I definitely at times pretended I had a girl in bed with me that I can hug, hold and make out with like some poor pathetic fool. I am what I am though. I can usually get out of bed but before going to sleep, that's when I go through that whole motion.