You know what, I'm done pining after her. She doesn't f*****g deserve me. She lied to me and pretty much cheated on me, and while I loved her and she loved me she was also abusive to me as well. I deserve better. It still hurts but I've been doing a lot of thinking the past few days and really just need to start growing up and maturing. Maybe in the future if she's grown up as well things can work out, but right now with how things currently are and was happened I don't want her back. She's making stupid mistakes and it's going to come back to hurt her. She doesn't even know what she's lost, I would have done anything for her. Whatever, a new chapter of my life is about to start.
02 May 2012, 3:20 am
