kraftiekortie wrote:
Being molested, unfortunately, could lead to "too early" sexual feelings.
I've had sexual feelings for women since I was 4 years old, or younger.
I don't remember anything in my life at all before being 4 years old.
My family tells me I was attracted to girls my age when I was 1 or 2 years old.
When I was 5 years old, I saw nude photos of women and I liked it.
When I was 9 years old, I saw hardcore video porn, and I wished that there were no guys in the video.
I was molested before I had memories.
One family member caught the other family member molesting me as a baby.
The family member doing it to me saw nothing wrong with it, said it was a tradition from where they come from.
Could this be why I've always been attracted to women for my entire life?
How awful.
As for polyamory, I could take it or leave it.
When I was 13 years old, I had my first sexual encounter with a female my age.
I had to share her with a few other guys.
I didn't even know her name until later.
She just showed up, and she allowed everyone in our group of so-called-friends.
I got to stay the night with her in her room. Everyone else went home. I felt like a winner, like she chose me.
Two days later, she wasn't into me anymore.
I felt so high because of her.
But, when it was over, I felt like I was having withdrawals for about 2 or 3 years.