Magna wrote:
The following are honest questions that I don't know the answers to:
I'm nearly fifty so I grew up in a different time. I could be wrong, but the prevalence among the younger generations to have quite specific criteria for physical appearance of potential mates seems to be of much higher than I ever had or that my peers ever had.
Is that a generational thing? Is the prevalence of being particular/picky higher among Aspies than NT?
In my life I've dated and been in relationships with a variety of women: blonde hair, brown hair, black hair, red hair (ginger), green eyes, brown eyes, blue eyes, long hair, short hair, medium length, shorter, taller, curvaceous, thin, very buxom, small, conservatively dressed, punk/goth dressed, outgoing, shy........
I've never had a single or very specific image of the "ideal woman" in regard to attractiveness since I find beauty is such a broad thing and in addition to someone's looks I would say I'm probably more attracted to the person. Their wit, intellect and personality. Certainly physical attraction has to be a part of it for me, but personality and person first.
Am I weird that way?
Also, I don't think you have to change yourself to "be more attractive" or whatever other advice some might give you here. If you look for someone with a compatible personality to yours, someone you have fun being around, someone who respects you for you, etc. That's the kind of person you can have a meaningful long term relationship with.
I think it's porn/the internet/the media.
Of course when you're watching a movie (I'll show how dated I am I don't care) you can say 'I prefer Angelina Jolie over Julia Roberts' or 'I prefer Brad Pitt over Leonardo Di Caprio'. Truth is though, if the average person hadn't seen a lot of movies/porn/photoshopped photos and someone that hot was hitting on them, they'd generally really enjoy it. Assuming of course appropriate sex, not Brad Pitt hitting on a straight bloke for eg, and not creepy behaviour.
In the olden days, most people knew people from face to face. Even magazines weren't photoshopped.
We see so many people now that we can be fussy sometimes. Which works when picking which movie to watch on TV (although I tried this with one show and it wasn't my sort of TV show and I felt shallow for trying it...). It doesn't work when choosing a partner.
I think this is magnified in aspies who might spend more time inside and not mixing with other people, so don't see a broad range of the general public every day. Most regular people (which is what OP looks like to me) will look ugly if you're used to looking at photoshopped models already chosen for their looks every day, or even photoshops of your friends.
Same with a woman who thinks she can have a fashion type. It's because there are so many images of people bombarded at us every day that we get the sense there are more people out there than there actually are. If she likes that style herself personally, they could get into it once in the relationship. For me, things like values and similar intelligence are more important.
Of course, there is a certain level. I just deleted a load of aesthetic standards I have which goes to show that I, too, am media saturated. And if the choice is between someone who is beautiful versus someone who is average, everything else being equal, I'll choose the beautiful one. But I think people were more satisfied in the past. One could dehumanise it and say it's like having a choice of baked beans - you go for luxury. But, people are people and sex/kissing only lasts so long. Better to fall for someone who can be a best friend, too.
Everyone I know who's in a relationship is uglier than the sorts of people you see in the media, especially the American media, but quite a few of them are still attractive compared to the sorts of people you see irl. They don't go into it seeking love. They seek friendship, get a friend, are of the appropriate sex to one another, fall for each other, it becomes a date then a relationship. Usually seeking friends involves having friends introduce them. I guess we're just old school that way. All my relationships were like that, too.