Do you miss someone right now?

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I miss AS...always...missing him made me better...

I am missing but an illusion... something that was not real.

I miss how it felt when he held me in his arms...

but I don't miss him.

and it could have been anyone; my feelings would have been the same...

Yes, but I should not be.
It was a fantasy and an illusion.

We need some cheer on this thread...

Id like to say something cheerful if I can.

My parents both passed away before I was 30 and I only miss them a little. Because I know they died believing they were going to a better place and were not very happy here.

Is that cheerful?

Thought not. Sorry.

I miss my girlfriend.

I've dated for years and dozens of women. But there was only one that I want. When I was in her arms i felt the word "home" all over. I felt safe.

sometimes love isnt enough. She had her communication problems but I cant help but belive AS was the real killer.
Sad thing is shes the one who reccomended me for testing and shes a psychatrist now. Youd think shed understand. But I WAS given second chances. I messed them up.

Making love with her is the way sex is supposed to be when I think of lovemaking I imagine her. I dont want to be with anyone else ever again I realise now , writing . . . .

I still miss the happy cheerful me, and I also miss a woman from high school that I found attractive (if I were reunited with her, and she was still single, it would be the only instance in which I would date an NT).

Tim

Miss the soul, but not the lies.

I miss Mish (MishLuvsHer2Boys) every second she isn't online

hope I see her on chat soon

YES!! !

i miss my girlfriend... i met her on october 7th 2006 and her mother/father cut me off june 13th of 2007... really sucks...

i miss being able to just be with her and hug her and hold her and feel her warmth by me... we wouldnt talk much... we more communicated in our physical contact...

I live in Stoke-on-Trent and will do for another year+ and my gf lives in Kent where I come from, I just go home at the weekends. Ok it's made easier now I work shift as I get about 14 days weekend per calender month but even when i worked 5 on 2 off it was ok. Once you made that 400 mile journey in a weekend a few times, it doesn't feel that far

Yes I do... very much.

My ex. I have not seen him sense October. Still. I don't even know if I can call him that. He once told me that we were just friends. I guess it was my foolishness to think that a person is more than just a friend if they share that kind of passion and do not state up front that it is only casual. I always did. After all it was easier to have a casual relationships.
My inability to communicate my feelings with him, especially when he would do things that upset me, over communicate my problems drove him away. I think. Or he could be this guy who borrowed my computer and when we had a disagreement two days later it was stolen out of his friend's car. He could be this guy that I gave 500 dollars to to fix his hand...I did GIVE it to him. If I had not then his hand would have been f****d up for life. He could be this guy that I gave another 500 dollars to to by an I Phone so he could sell it to make a profit and he did not make any money off it of course and I have not seen my money. He could be a lie and a thief.
Or he could be this guy that stuck by me when I was depressed. Which he did. I lost my job of 4 years and it was more over whelming than I knew because I was on a lot of drugs.
Oh, he is a drug dealer. Or was...
We like a lot of the same things, the sex was great. He thinks that I am crazy and that I talk too much. What he does not understand is that I do not let people in as much as I would like to think. I got help for my problems but now I can not see my therapist anymore because I can not afford to stay in my apartment because I got fired from the bar I use to work at. I had to put a large chunk of my rent on a credit card and he would not even spare 20 a month to help me pay it when he owes me money anyway.
I can not believe that I still find myself in love with this man. He can be very sweet and affectionate. He was going threw a hard time himself. I met him right after he broke up with a girl and he did not have a real job. Just the drug selling. I would like to believe that there is a chance that he and I could heal and be together, but every time I email him and he does not reply to anything that I say...the rejection destroys me. Yet I can not just leave it be because no matter who bad it might have seemed I have trouble believing that I could find a better match than him. I am more picky than many who know me would believe. Then I even knew.
What would you (all) do if you were me? I know that I should try to make my own choices but I seriously can not decide if this man loves me or if he was using me for sex and money. I can decide if some of the circumstances were over blown by my imagination ( like the likely hood of if the computer was stolen or not or if he said that) or if he really does love me but is a coward and can not handle being around me because I am depressed.
I was there for him. I guess I am a fool to assume that a friend and a lover should be there for you to have a shoulder to cry on. Or NOW that I am doing better, OUR RELATIONSHIP is the only thing that make me worried or depressed.
I try letting go...of the idea that I am in love with him, but I can not seem to let go. I want to be with him more than I have ever wanted anyone, but he see me as someone that I am not...not that he does not have good reason to see that. It is too long a story to get into. I guess.

My ex, I'm not sure if she cheated on me or not, I'm not sure how or why everything happened, but one day I knew, we both knew it was better for us both to break up, and now I am empty

No!

Im finally free of that and happy to be alone for a while! (Of course there are people I like to see like my family and good friends but I dont miss them)

I miss the girl who moved to another school recently. I feel odd about it. I don't even know her last name, but since she moved, I've been less motivated to even go to class.
She never said nothing, nothing, nothing, loud, loud, loud. A quiet girl. Maybe that was it.