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do you mean the 4. dimension or the soul thing now?
the 4. dimension has been proved to exist through Albert Einsteins theory of relativity and it's conclusions, it needs to exist so that the universe can be like it is. since Einstein really was an aspergian too, it wouldnt surprise me if some aspergians share his way of understanding and thinking. I think I do. it's a totally individual kind of thinking. the normal people think undirect. for example in language. of course we do too, but they are restricted to the spheres of thinking that are able to think in human language. in maths for example, they don't understand. they just learn some rules and combine. but never exactly know what they combine and what it means. and they don't know why it works how it works. but they believe this is maths. and now that they can do some calculation they are intelligent. they are not. in fact the only thing that happened is, that they learned exactly those rules and now know them.
of course we are no living calculators. I don't know what 89³ is. and I don't remember how much π is. but I can understand what it is.
the same with language. I can use my mothers language as if I would play with it. I understand what the difference between the sentence "I am really hungry now" and "now I'm really hungry" is, ok, that's primitive, most people would understand, but the point is there is no obvious difference, but I know how different it affects the person I talk with when I change this sentence because I can reflect myself and make this thoughts suit to the person I talk with because most things work ident though.
yeah, and since I make music it's the same thing. I think my and maybe your brain are the same as normal brains, but we have much more controll about it and access to many more parts of it so we can handle everything rational, logical, we see things how they are without the subjective influence of society. that's not a disease. people know that. they say that you're rather right then they are if they know you. someday they say that you seem to be always right. It's strange. but Austria is a free minded country, at least more than other countries I know.

the soul thing is... how should I describe it? as long as I'm awake I know that I am. it's not that I see. that's what my brain does with what my eyes see. the same with other senses. it's not that I act with this senses. because a robot can do the same if you build him to.
but something receives these information in my brain. something says that I am more than a robot. and the knowing about the 4. dimension which actually is time, you know, in fact time is constant, that means every moment of existence of the universe is at the same time. also every moment of our life. and you can trust in that I thought much about that to understand it, maybe it would be interesting for you too. BUT: we get born. and we receive the last sunbeam at an other time. we aren't just a constant of a formula x^4 or something. every moment the universe is different. we feel 70 or 80 years of moments in 3rd Dimenison. continously. not just like a 2 dimensional rectangle, or a 3 dimensional cube that simply is, time doesn't change them. if you see what the difference between the 2nd and the 3rd dimension is, you may see what the 4rth might differ from the 3rd. it's simply a direction (an axis of the coordinate system) that we can't see. that doesn't exist in our minds. and since everybody realises another part of this whole construct depending on when he or she get's born and when he or she dies, and realises time not as constant but makes this constant to a continous "movie" there has to be something that is making the whole thing.

I doubt you understand what I mean after reading it once in a foreign language, but maybe you will see that there is sense behind this. Einstein once said the more he explores about Physics, the more he believes in supernatural stuff. maybe he had the same causes as I had. I hate to quote "famous" people, only wannabe intellectual hypocrits do so, but in this case...
I have to say I don't like books. only the ones who let me discover the world of other times and countries to understand how they became what they are. the facts I know about physics are mostly from this science book "a brief history of time" by steven hawking. read it when I was about thirteen, a long time ago. when I got access to the internet I also found some stuff there. and then once in school I saw a film about Einsteins invention of his theory of relativity. you may think that's not enough time to get enough information to come to serious conclusions, but as I said before, I don't think that would be necassary to learn all the minor things that aren't part of the thing that counts to understand.

well, take your time, this is pretty much and at last I don't even know how far you want to face up to that. it's just me who had one of his mindbursts^^

away from that.
are you what you say you are? you do just hide behind this picture of an indian princess, right? who are you really? (not your name or something, just how is your life like?)

you don't have to understand anything of this to prove your intelligence or something, in fact I just wanted to reason my philosophy. it took a long time for me too to get to these conclusions, but in fact I don't think that often about physics. I had no reason for that. here and there I have one of those physic-flashs and I think about something until I know it. but not often. it's similar to my music flashs, I have to write and finish a piece of music till it's finally through. most of the time I think about people and psychology, philosophy if you want to call it so and what isn't right or doesn't make sense though it damages somebody. didn't really know what you meant with your way of understanding things, so I wrote mine down as far as I could remember so that you can compare to your way and see if they match. would surely be very cool.
whatever, I hope to soon hear again from you, I'll be offline from now on, bye

It is one of my reasons of being here, because sometimes people from internet can inspire me-nonetheless, in the real world, I would certainly think about them but probably never have a chance to write them out, or trying to 'reason' it, as you said.

Also we can see if our thoughts are match to others', this is another reason of me being here.

I can understand this part and this is sometimes what I think. but what is that?

"in human language" or something else made me feel vague...
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However, I can understand that part very clearly, and absolutely agree:

For language, I have very similar-if not the same- experiences.


For other parts which I have not quote, I can understand some of them, but very vague. However, I would like to take my time

well, the most people think in their mothers language. you can't express many things in language that we can think of. and since they can only think in language, they lose the ability of even imagine those things like the 4th dimension which you actually can't describe with words very well. that's really true, I talked with many persons, many intelligent persons who sadly also are restricted to speech about this. it seems people unlearn this ability in their childhood, since thinking in speech is much easier and not that exhausting, but of course much less effective. I can also think in speech, but I'm not forced to.

thank you for taking your time
it's great not to be alone with that, it's strange having that much friends but feeling lonesome being with them anyhow cause they all seem to be... nothing somehow.

Thank you for your interpretation, therefore, I can actually understand it...

I can think in both ways, but my ability is not as strong as you, mine is probably too weak to discover the fourth dimension, perhaps I can discover a little bit but I never know...

Alas...

things of this calibre aren't easy to understand.
it took me a longer time too. once I started to think about it, and another day, another week suddenly it flashed into my mind. it's the same with other things. if you've got access to this kind of thinking, I think you can improve on that too.

but don't believe you will see the 4th dimension like you see things with your eyes.
It's inside of your mind. but yeah, you really don't have to try it, it doesn't help you in any way if you don't want to explain blackholes, the big bang or wormholes and such^^
where do you live? and what's your life like? I think it would be easier for me to empathize with you if I knew.

I like Cake.

I would not think it in that way like see it in my eyes...

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