Do you miss someone right now?

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I miss my old boy friend Mike, its been 15 years, but I still miss him. He was the only man that really ever treated me good and I miss that, I push him away because I thought that I was a burden to him and that he would be better off. I’ve always wonder if he is happy. I just hope he is and loved because he deserves it.
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There are two people I miss. One has passed on and one is alive still in my life, but it's not the same.

One that has passed on was my father, he was physically disabled from Vetnam war as a Green Beray. My mom met him while working at a nursing home he was in. I think that was so sweet how my mom fell in love with someone who different from others. I didn't know him long since he died after I was 3. I know from stories and pictures that he was a great person and loved my mom and I.

The one still in my life is my ex boyfriend, Nathan. Nathan really didn't find me as odd as most people do. From what I have read online that my "spazzims" are a sign of AS and even though I did not know at the time I may have AS he didn't get bothered by it. He knew I did it and did point it out to me but he thought it was cute. Feeling like I wasn't so out of place with someone made me feel less missunderstood. We broke up because apprently he didn't "love" me anymore. Now, he wants to spend time with me agian in all that. My friends think he still cares for me, I just don't know what he'd say if he knew I may have AS.

I miss one of my two best friends, who is in Maui, right now. Dean will be coming home, in 12 days. I miss going out with him and Barb, in the evening. Jane doesn't miss him, at all.

i miss edaj
he was my "split personality"
we always talked about my favourite subjects, but
we had a difference in opinion and had a fight, he
went away and didnt come back.

I miss my ego, it was getting real good till ppl started popping it, now it's gone and here I remain.

I miss my friend Rayna.

Yes. And it's a horrible feeling

I miss my friend I want to talk to her.

I still miss Rayna.

I miss my younger, healthier, Warrior Self.

Yeah.

I miss a person who used to go to my clubhouse. His name is Charles. We've grown apart and we never see each other, anymore. I guess that It's for the best. He never really did understand my AS and he thinks that autism is a fate, worse than cancer.

I really really miss my boy friend , although we talk for at least 3 hours every day on the internet he lives all the way across the planet. We haven't seen each other for a year and a half, but we miss each other soo very much!

I know I will see him again I'm just not sure when.
We met on a site, not much different then this one and we have been dating for over 2 years now , will be 3 in October.

Ohh I miss him so much he is so wonderful!! ! He has help me over some so much in the years I have known him, he has helped me grow so much as a person.

I him

i miss Marc,

and i missed him today at college, as i didn't get a chance to see him
and i am not at work this weekend so will not see him there either

I miss Julie, a girl I knew from Kindergarten all the way into high school, and a little bit beyond as well. Heh, she had as many social difficulties as I did. Everyone in primary school picked on her, just like they did me, and neither of us had any real friends as far as I recall. We didn't become friends at that time, though we did get along sometimes. As I'm sure some of you know, amongst kids who are being unpopular, it's not a reason to stick together, it's a reason to stay apart, for fear that being friends might exacerbate your ostracism.

She moved to a different school in grade four, and I didn't see her again until high school. By that time, we'd both learned how to socialise a bit better. We both still had people who picked on us, but she had her group of friends and I had mine. I remember that at this time, I was surprised to discover that a lot of people thought she was ugly. I didn't understand their perceptions at all. I thought she was beautiful, and to top it off, she had a great personality.

One day she told me that she loved me, and if can't already tell, I felt the same way. But I was silenced by what she'd said. My mind went blank and I couldn't speak. We walked with each other towards our classes, and she joked 'You're not saying much are you?' I still couldn't say anything. After she left me to go to her class I stood there staring at the corner where she'd disappeared from my sight for a long time, still thinking nothing.

We remained friends, but by the time I gained the strength of character to be able to tell her how I felt about her, high school was over, and we had dropped out of contact. I saw her a few more times, but she always had a boyfriend, someone who from her description seemed like the opposite of the kind of person I am. She also didn't seem very interested in catching up with me again. Probably afraid of further rejection from me, or maybe she'd just gotten over me.

I wish I wasn't so socially inept back then, but although I've learned from that particular mistake, it's too late now to do anything about it now. It's been many years since I last saw her. I still occasionally have fantasies about getting to know her again, and one day saying "You know, one day you said something to me, and I didn't know how to respond. Now I'd like to tell you what I should have said then."

So on top of all the usual aspie problems with relationships I've got this history. I suppose that for all I know, we might have been terrible in a relationship together. But I can't truly believe that, and in the back of my mind I'm hoping to find a relationship that could be on the same level as what I believe my relationship with Julie would have been. Even though I know that's not actually possible.

I miss my ex!