I'm a 20 year old virgin.
. So ashamed, so embarrassed. My mum had sex before the age of 20, so did my Aspie auntie!
I'm so uptight about it, because I have some cousins who are younger than me, one's 18, one's 17, one's 16 and one's 13. The 18 year old and the 17 year old have had sex, and I'm pretty sure the 16 year old will be doing it soon too, because he's handsome and has a nice personality (not too loud and full-of-himself, and not too quiet and unconfident) so he will get a girlfriend very soon. And the 13 year old will be the type to start being out and about soon with mates, and soon be meeting girls by the time he's 16.
And I held him in my arms when he was a tiny baby - and he's almost ahead of me now. I'll soon be a 30 year old virgin, and he'll be a 23 year old non-virgin, married, with kids, in a spanking brand new home. And so will the rest of my cousins. No
wonder I act so childish - I might aswell, because I'll never move on, no matter how hard I try.
But life is not a competition about getting certain things as the first one, right?