deadeyexx wrote:
I was a virgin up til the age of 23. Then when I lost it, I kinda went off the deep end and slept w/ a lot of women from then and over the next couple years. Now, I'm 26 and have pretty much gone back to the way I was at 23 paying little mind to sex at all.
It reminded me of how I slowly isolated from people to begin with early in life. I tell u, once an aspie, always an aspie, and no amount of doing what NTs do will change that. I don't regret losing my virginity. It helped me neutralize the mystery of sex, and become more confident in my ability to get it. However, I'm back where I started in most ways.
I pretty much went through the same thing you did! Lost it at 23, then slept with many women, now I have nobody again at 26.
I would have loved to have kept it, but I admit, I am a hypersexed, sex-addict. I think of sex literally all the time, I really can't help it. There is something seriously wrong with me.
I don't think a day has gone past where I haven't pleasured myself. If I had a girlfriend, she would be pregnant in the first month of our relationship.