I'm pissed at everyone right now

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No. I felt somewhat better in my teens, when I was still deluded in thinking that can I make friends, date, and have a happy life. (despite everything to the contrary, I still held out hope)

In my early twenties I became somewhat a realist. I started to realize how pathetic and inadequate I am, and why so many people humiliated and made of me. I started to accept the fact that I would never have real friends that cared about and respected me. I also realize that I probably would never date, since no women would ever be attracted to me.

I grew way more depressed than I usually was. I became angry, jealous, and bitter at other people that were successful in life, especially at the people that treated me like s**t. The past few years I've been locked in my house to my interests, feeling loneliness, despair, suicidal, and trying to come up with reasons why life is still worth living.

you do realise that you might be deluded now though right? and even if you aren't, there's nothing wrong with a bit of willful ignorance if that makes you feel better. if you were happier while you still had hope and tried, why do you think you're better off being a realist?

there were posters here as bitter as you who were over twice your age and who now are in relationships. you never know what's gonna happen and you gain nothing from your "realistic" outlook.

mister 20.

you roll like a pig in a slurry of stinking self pity, and only accept the hands of pristine maidens to help pull you out.
contrivance perhaps?
i have better things to think about, but i can not remember what they are.

MR20, get down and give me 20 pushups. 3 sets. EVERY DAY FOR A WEEK.

Next week we start on the stomach crunches. The week after pullups. After that it's roadwork. Exercise makes you feel better but you'd look better too.

You may be down at the moment but you can get back up again. I suffered from major depression, you can overcome it too. If this doesn't work see a doctor. Other people have been where you are, I stayed in bed all day for months. You can overcome this.

If you want exercise tips give me a PM.

What's the use of lying to and deluding yourself into believing something that will never come true. What good is optimism when you have nothing to base it off? I f*****g hate that word anyway. You might as well believe in Santa Claus or the Tooth Fairy. There's no proof or evidence either way please no one use that as an attack on my religion.

I found it best to be a realist and realize how pathetic and inferior I am, instead of blindly hoping that I get dates and friends then feeling worse than I do now when it doesn't happen.

Basically you are what you are, there's no use lying to yourself about it.

I think further comments from me are redundant. it's all right there ^^

What are you my personal trainer or something.

For the record I've done 50 push-up every other night before bed for the past 6 months. I use it as another way of blowing of steam and relieving stress.

Are you trying to make fun of something I said? What do you mean "it's all right there" ?

Well you can't be mad at everyone. Not everyone here has said something to you.

Think about this: (according to the page now at Wrong Planet), there are 56,101 members. That's a lot of people. If they all did talk to you, or even any of those people, then I believe you could thank the people that tried to help you and just ignore the ones that tried to make you more angry. That would make you gain lots of respect, and even friends possibly. That is, if you act kindly towards others here, and if you reject everytime someone is helping you, or trying to help, you will not get anywhere with this. I think it sounds like you have too much going on, and I respect that, because I sometimes feel that I have too much going on, both in my head, and chores, along with going to college. Take a deep breath, take a nap, relax, you'll be fine.

Actually I don't have anything going on; no friends, no dates, no job, no social life, no school, and no prospects for anything related to that in the future. My life is just one big empty void.






I'm not gonna be fine. When I wake up from that nap I'll still be a pathetic, ugly, slow, uneducated, irritating, and poor hermit that's not good for anything. I'll still feel depressed, lonely, despair, bitter, angry, frustrated, and suicidal like I have for the past few years.

Nothing's gonna change.

I've been called ugly by so many people throughout my life that I have no choice but to believe it.

I've been called stupid and slow by so many people throughout my life that I have no choice but to believe it.

I've been called a good for nothing bum by so many people throughout my life that I have no choice but to believe it.


I just used your reasoning against you.

Then stop complaining to us about it if you are not willing to change your situation in any way.

It CAN be changed. And It's the ONLY way to get out of this situation.

What about the rest of that post? What about all the people on this forum who are trying (even if they are failing) to help you? People who keep posting, even though they know that you are probably just gonna keep being negative and insulting. That wouldn't happen if the world hated you as much as you seem to think it does.

It's because their sick and tired of me posting. They find me really annoying and irritating and want me to just f**k off. They want me to go away and leave them alone. Of course that's how most people view me after spending a certain amount of time around them.

I want ice cream.

Me too.

*runs to the store and gets all the flavours I can carry, including cones. Waffle cones*