Secret Crushes

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SpaceCase, if I knew you in person I'd probably have a crush on you. You seem like a nice person.

Anyways, I currently have no one I'm willing to tell about any crushes I have. That, and I'm still sort of transitioning crushes right now. Without school, there is no crushes to think about. Argh! Confusion!! !

I had a crush on a woman, I then made it un-secret by writing a poem about her and getting it published.

I got the 'just friends' routine, which infuriates me no end as it translates to 'sorry you don't earn enough money'.

Sure I'm bitter, but I made the mistake of falling in love with her.

I put it here mainly out of curiosity regarding objective and constructive critisism (yes, I admit it is cheesy and stereotypical).

"To Be Yours"

When you smile the sun arises,
turns my knees to water,
I see stars and hear sweet music,
when I hear your laughter.

When you speak my pulse starts racing,
Singing in my veins,
Knowing we're so far apart
It causes me such pain.

I would give up fame and fortune,
diamonds by the score,
Just to hold your hand in mine,
and wish that I were yours.

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Torak.

I had a crush in my last year (i'm in high school now.) Unfourtunately, i did not keep it a secret to the girl in particular, mainly because i thought if she knew how i felt about her, she would warm up to me as well. Unfortunately, our relationship never went past the point of friendship, although there a few moments before graduation were she seemed friendlier than a mere friend. Furthermore, another person heard about it, and soon i was being strangled by the school grapevine as people in both the East and West Wings found out about it, which infuriated me to the point where i was jinxing anybody who came up to me asking about You-Know-Who. I mean, how hard is it to keep a bloody secret in a middle school?

One hilarious thing: a girl I have not met in person in Plymouth fancies me. She is a friend of the girl who I kissed at the party and she has seen my picture on MSN, and we have talked. I am thinking of going to Plymouth to visit her. Do not know.

My secret crush has a boyfriend, which sucks, but at least we are friends. Same old story half the world could tell you.

I once had a secret crush. I still have a crush, but it's no longer secret because I told one person, and not long later everybody knew.

I've had many, it's ridiculous. However, I have always kept my mouth shut about them so no one ever will know which is what I want. More then anything, they don't last forever.

I've had quite a few, but that's all I'm going to say about that. If I were to go into detail, you all would think I'm some kind of psycho or something.

I don't have any crushes at the moment, but I've had a number of 'secret' ones in the past. They were on girls that I knew weren't interested or it would obviously would have never worked out, hence why I never asked them out and my crushes were, to varying degrees, secret (some of them, I did tell somebody, but not the girl in question - hence in some sense 'secret'). In at least a couple of cases, almost certainly more, the girl realised anyway. It's funny, in one case, I asked her something completely unrelated, and she first thought I was going to ask her out - she literally stopped breathing until I finished my question. Oh well. It must have been really obvious I fancied her, a friend of mine knew without me saying anything.

For the first time in four years, I like someone.
He's in two of my classes. In one of them he doesn't really talk to me at all, but in the other he sits with me almost every day. We talk about music, our classes, and compare our work when its handed back. (He always does better than me, even though unlike him, I actually enjoy Language Arts.) He even wants to play music with me and his friend sometime. I've never been invited to do anything with anyone outside of school before, so I am quite excited (not to mention the fact that it's with the person I like!)
He can be very inconsistent, though. Outside of our LA class, he doesn't talk to me very much at all. True, he's popular and has alot of friends. I probably notice it more because I'm in just the opposite situation. But it's confusing, and sometimes I wonder if he even likes me at all, in a friendly way. I haven't noticed much possibility of him being attracted to me (although this is something I'm generally bad at) so he may not like me that way. And I don't think he has any idea that I like him. But even if we end up as just friends, I will be happy.

I'm curious to see what's to come...

I always had a secret crush on one of my neighbours. He was kind of shortish, a bit stocky, looked like a blonde version of my avatar and spoke with a nasal, kind of screechy and dialectal voice. He was always extremely sarcastic and judgmental in a humorous way, and he played football/soccer. I don't know what it was but his physical appearence and personality really attracted me. He had the most beautiful ass and legs I've ever seen I think. When I was really young, I remember wrestling with him on the lawn, he was a few years younger than me and very small and frail looking but as strong as I was at the time. Extremely stubborn, critically minded, detail oriented and with this aggressive skepticism towards everything. Sometimes when he talked he would lift his chin a bit arrogantly, possibly because he was shorter than most people, and speak in his loud, nasal voice as if he was making a proclamation, and venomous sarcasm would spew out from his mouth. He always kept his eyebrows in a constant frowning position and came across as extremely cynical.

I can't think of many people ever I felt such a natural, instant kind of attraction to. Probably one of the hottest guys I've ever seen in my lifetime, and to think we lived almost next door to each other for so many years.

I have a crush on a junior boy...considering that I'm a senior, I don't think this crush will come out to be anything big. I also think that he is in a relationship with another girl (who is also a senior, although another girl told me that he said recently that he's just friends with her), but I like him because he's so shy and seems nice.

He only really says anything around his friends, and he's pretty quiet even when he talks. He's going to be Class President next year, though; I'm happy for him (although I have no idea what inspired him to campaign for it)! People don't really seem to pick on him, but they have pointed out that he seems pretty emotionless. I have him in two of my classes, and I at least want to be his friend (for one thing, we both like video games), but I've never really talked to him before (although we were once partners on a chemistry project) and am afraid to try. I don't want to look like a git!

The weird thing is that I noticed him as a sophomore and had a crush on him then, but the crush completely disappeared in the second half of my sophomore year and stayed MIA until the first third of my senior year. I don't think I had him in any classes except math as a junior, and my math teacher is very evil and allows little socialization in her classes. Talking about her would probably result in a post twice as big as this one!