Do you miss someone right now?

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my cat

she loved me and dumped me

the loved ones.

Yes but since he's turned into a bitter as*hole...I don't know.

I miss the women that I have loved in my life, truly I always do and always will. But I find comfort in that I was able to help them when they needed me, and that I have the memory of their smile. Perhaps that is not much to hold on to, but it is enough. I still remember so vividly, even over these past many years, all the little things. The soft footsteps of such tiny feet. The sparkle of intuition in her eyes. The smell of flowers, always in the air. The whisper of her skin as it touched mine. There have been very few chances to love someone, even as I enter my mid 30s. But they were each so very amazing, in so many ways.

Sometimes I have doubted, but the older I get and the longer I stay alone without human contact, it has reinforced the saying, "It is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all." We all live and die alone in varying degrees, but even on my death bed, I will remember the gentle sound of her voice as she said that she loved me as she slept so peacefully. She wasn't able to say it when she was awake, but I was there for her, in her dreams. I hope that sometimes I still am, even if only to watch over and protect her.

I always miss the someone, not just only right now.

Enormously.

Yes. It's been about 18 hours since last seeing them and will be another 26 hours until next chance.

I miss my best friend in Santa Ana, CA. The Great Escape Oh Nine FLOPPED. I told the donors and one of them had me move in with her. That was The Great Escape Undo, Side 1. Then her husband got jealous and shipped me back to Cincinnati, OH where we all 3 knew I'd be mistreated...AGAIN. That was The Great Escape Undo, Side 2. When my best friend gets rid of her chronic physical pain once and for all, I just wanna go to Santa Ana and give her a nice long best-friends-forever kind of hug.

While I lived in Bay City, MI, I met my first cuddle partner. Every way she touched me felt so good! And she is a tactile signer just like me & my best friend. My cuddle partner was kissing me while cuddling, so I sometimes refer to her as my "ex-girlfriend". Even though she did not want to be called that, it makes no difference now that her emotional problems have gotten the best of her and she has blocked me and nearly EVERYONE that can lead her back to me if she ever calms down. We did EVERYTHING together that lovers do except have sex. I still love her. Of all the abused women I met over the years, my former cuddle partner was abused the worst, and I STILL LOVE HER. For a woman who insists she "does not know me at all", my former cuddle partner sure knew how to touch me in all the right ways. She asked me after each touch, "feel good?" Only twice I had to say no. All other times I said YES. And on 2-3 different nights we sat up to communicate and I said, "Don't stop! Every way you're touching me feels so good! Don't stop! Feels good!" Then we laid back down and continued touching each other in the ways we told each other felt good. It was all NON-sexual touching, but I still say my next cuddle partner must be a SINGLE woman. I need a new cuddle partner so bad! And my new one MUST be a tactile signer to ensure the best possible communication.

I miss one of my friends who has disappeared (to me) since October, and a girl that I talked to online every day pretty much last spring and summer.

I miss my ex, but if you asked her, I was just some guy she dated for a month. She had a lot of the qualities I look for inside and outside, but we had enough things to keep us apart. You could find "hotter" girls I suppose, but she didn't even realize or care that she was pretty.

Would it be out of place to say that I still miss my ex, but that my aim is improving?

I'm missing my ex-husband, my ex-lover, my ex-best friend so much right now. I would like to be held by him tightly if only for tonight, but his embraces are for someone else now.

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The whole gang. Especially J and R. A is still easy to reach, and the rest aren't expected to show up often.

W, who lights up my life.