I don't really feel dumb or bad about it since there's nothing I can do about the past but my views on the opposite sex have become way better over the last month. I hated the opposite sex for awhile and that's not the best way to go. I still don't really want a relationship let alone marriage but that doesn't mean I have to hate and be a bitter sob. It's refreshing that I've cheered up and I laughed til I cried this morning no less than 3 times. I didn't take my meds but laughter is laughter and it is beautiful. To everyone still hung up on the opposite sex, just be positive, know that we all have our off moments, embrace what you love and ignore what you don't.
Peace!
Have a nice day!