don't give up

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my other post was ''I lost my virginity'', to some of you
guys and girls who havent yet lost it, dont worry about b/cuz it will
happen. I thought I would be a 70 year old man that never had sex
and I was stressed out alot about not having sex, hearing all my friends
losing it before 18 really stressed me out . I almost thought it wasnt going to happen.
IN november I meet my girlfriend ( who has some form of high austim or asperger)
we had some problems in the start but we worked them out, she very special to me
and I love her very much. If it can happen to me , a guy who has a very very tough
time talking to girls, even my girlfriend now, I still having hard time speaking to. ( she talks most of the time) it can happen to all of you

Losing my Virginity isn't something I'm worried about. I think that if I really wanted to, I probably could find some random woman. I talk online with a few women that seem to be into the casual sex thing. And worse come to worse, there's always prostitutes.

What I'm worried about is that I won't be able to have a real relationship.

Then again, not to long ago I was worried that I wouldn't even be able to ask anyone out. But I managed to pull that off. What really threw me off was that I didn't get an answer of 'No'. (Rejection would have been easier to take then rejection while sounding like it isn't.)


But yeah. Sex isn't high on my priority list. I figure there's not much point unless I actually like them.

I have devised a plan!

Sex is easy to find--you can BUY it these days. And what about good old fashioned masturbation?

Love, on the other hand, is something most people never find. And that's what I'm more concerned with finding.

There is a reason for roofie coladas. Giggedy.

(Just kidding. Rape is just wrong).