Hello,
I'm new and signed up for a particular reason, although I think I'll continue to use this site for other reasons once I finish up getting reactions to this...
I had a beautiful, smart, nearly perfect girl into me this summer, and I messed it up soooo bad. I became obsessed with her, didn't take advantage when I had the chance, and then sent a bizarre message to her on facebook that creeped her out. If she didn't know me so well, she probably wouldn't have even responded, but she did respond and this led to an hour long phone chat that was actually kind of normal...
She said she wasn't interested but it was still a nice chat. Of course, 2-3 hours later I sent her a text along the lines of "would we have hooked up this summer if it wasn't for my social awkwardness?" or something similarly weird (she didn't respond).
Now I am just devastated. I'm pretty much over her, I think, but she was seriously sooooo perfect in every way and seemed to be soooo into me, and I still managed to mess it up. I'm so scared that this is going to be my life...fall in love with a girl, get her to like me, and then creep her out and have my heart broken without even getting to kiss her.
Can anyone relate? or at least help me out? I was thinking about asking her if she'd be nice enough to sort of be my relationship coach until I get a girlfriend, but is that just creepy or what? I honestly don't know.