The girl that I have met seems to be very sweet and charming though I just find it a little difficult to attempt getting deeper into being involved with her. Part of my issue as I already have explained into the chat-room a bit too much is having a loner personality with absolutely no desire to have a friend to talk to for more than 1 minute or some cases even in 20 sec and now my emotional attachment is very little when it comes to having people around me though I can still have some minor feelings for someone else. In this case, it would be a feeling of wanting to go with her even though there's this little issue of hermit behavior. The only way I would show my affection to someone else is basically hugging someone and then leaving in a nice manner without having to bother starting a conversation. What I did in order to show that it's more than just wanting to be a nice "friend" is admitting that I admire her a lot and the hugs is a symbol of my admiration for her while I also told her I prefer to be completely alone the vast majority of the time. Her response that it was ok and after I left her looking back into her seeing a face of disappointment as in she does look like she admires me as well, but she does seem to wish I am a bit more talkative which I really prefer not to.
16 Feb 2011, 3:11 pm
