I hate my life

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I never asked to me born an unlovable aspie freak. In fact, I never asked to born at all.
And please, none of you try to tell me that there's nothing wrong with me or that AS isn't a disease. If AS isn't a disease; if there truly is nothing wrong with me; then explain to me why the hell I haven't met one girl in my entire misrable life that ever wanted anything to do with me?
God I wish I was dead.

Love isn't everything.
There are other things you can do with your life.

Okay then, let's see: I'm seperated from my family, who are all in another country that I can't get a visa to, even if I did have a passport. I'm broke. I'm unemployed. I don't have a car. And I'm homeless.

You don't have to be so defensive.

If you're homeless how are you online?

Perhaps an internet cafe???
anyhow
Well evrybody is good at something + being alone isn't that bad.

Library computer. Anyone can walk in and use one for free.

if you want to improve your life, go and do it - no-one is going to do it for you.

by the sounds of it, not having a girlfriend is the least of your worries, if you sort the rest of your life out, it'll all fall into place easier.

i know it's easier said than done, but i've done it - you can do it too.

There's free internet terminals at the library? In a situation like that I'd start acting like someone I wasn't in order to get out of it. I hate being someone I'm not but there have been times when I've had to do it, like when I was in the military, when I was selling vacuum cleaners door-to-door, and on every successful job interview I've been on. It's very tiring and makes you feel like crap and it's a sad statement that we live in a world where you have to do it sometimes.

what does that prove?
college isn't the same as real life.

I am sorry that you're feeling this way now. But if anything helps me when I feel desperate it's the knowing that everything changes in life and that means that bad times end too. Tho it might not look like it at the moment. Sometimes we just have to survive it.
And when it comes to loneliness... well most of us struggle with it. You can see it by the number of threads about it on WP.
Anyway I really hope you'll feel better soon.

I think you need to sort out your priorites.

Your life sounds terrible, surely you'd want to improve that before caring what women think? I hope you find somewhere to live soon and a job.

You may feel a bit better when you do.

My mom married a Libyan, and she and the rest of my family live there. I couldn't get residency or a visa, even before the current chaos began.