My apologizes. . .aka No more games

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I'm editing this post/rewriting it as I wrote it originally out of petty anger. Yes it is better to be upfront and honest initially.
That being said. Everyone must also know this. There is a person for everyone out there. If one doesn't workout, move on and keep looking. You'll find the person who is right for you.

I am struggling to maintain control of my emotions/surpress them so that further/future such posts do not "pop up".

(Self-censored/edited content)

amen. im afraid to go looking or ask anymore cuz i know they will play games and i know they will be mean and reject me and it will hurt. i just want to die sometimes.

I am first and formost a business person. Gotta pay the bills right. That and regain my pagan/wiccan spirituality.
Perhaps I should stay with fellow aspie pagans.

I cannot promise to everyone I won't make mistakes again. . .I am human after all.

So as before, I have decided to focus my energy in other (creative and political, animal rights andenvironmental activism-as much of my art reflects) areas as I have most of my adult life. This will be one of the last posts in this forum category.

Blessed Be The Goddess and The God

I'm getting really sick of these game players, life's way too short for that crap. But don't give up ericmc783, there is always someone - usually later than sooner. Or maybe not? I'm still young, so I'm optimistic. I still have that childish belief in true love and soul mates and all those romantic fantasies, but then again we all need some kind of hope. And don't waste time by dying ericmc783, we only get one shot at this thing, so let's not waste it.

Yes! Thankyou TheMachine1 AKA Santa AKA sweetums

You are not my type.

I shouldn't use this forum as a venting (anger wise) place. Besides anger gets us no where.
Another member said something quite correct-"don't cause others to loose faith. . ." I'm paraphrasing. So one doesn't turn out to be right. Go forward and keep looking. Chances are you will find someone. Don't let my periodic rantings cause you mistrust or to give up all together. Inspite of my current medical condition. I will keep looking, but slowly and will try not to let rejection bother me as much. There's plenty of people in the world. So to everyone here, don't quit lookng.

Games?
What else is there?
You must mean ego games.
Read Byrne's Games People Play, Grove Press (1964).