lol, No it's okay, I was in a melodramatic mood and I need the initiation at some point...does said fireman use a pole by chance?
There, I tried to go along with it, lol. Maybe my joke isn't exactly a smooth start...
So, I got some responses in my inbox, thanks for those who have messaged me. I'll definitely stay on this site to try to make friends on here, I'm sure I will meet some great people along the way. I'll keep you guys posted, right now I have finals and stuff going on and I'm still in nervous/panic mode, not gonna lie.
I'll message some folks, too...I'm trying to get different perspectives for sure. Thanks again, everyone, I'll let you know how it goes.