I don't know if anyone here read my previous topic here: http://www.wrongplanet.net/modules.php? ... ic&t=21487
I am basically updating that topic with a few added corrections.
Alright, so the past two weeks I've been working at a local theater production of the Nutcracker which officially ended Monday. Ever since Monday I have been extremely depressed and love sick. I cannot stop thinking the girl, who's 18 and is named Lisa by the way. I am unable to shift my concentration elsewhere and have almost no motivation to do anything but sit around in despair. I'm tempted to stalk her, or atleast find out where she lives. Today, while looking through my older brother's yearbooks(who is a year and grade older than her and has been at the same school as her since she was a 7th grader) and bookmarking every page that she appears on since 7th grade(excluding her 9th and 12th grade years) I noticed she was a part of the Gay Straight Alliance clubs in her 10th and 11th grade years. I knew she was too good to be true. I have total respect for her homosexuality, afterall My older brother and best friend/science teacher are gay(I know for a fact she's gay because i asked my brother who's been friends with her since junior high), but now my circumstance is even worse.
How can I alleviate my pain and limerence and forget about her once and for all?!?
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