I can't stop thinking about this girrl!

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Hi I'm new here kind of. I used to post here when I was in junior high then forgot about this place. Now I need advice on a girl.

This girl has been my friend for four years. She has ADD and I have Aspergers. We were in Alt classes together where they let us play video games and then she came over to my house to play video games.
She got a boyfriend in 10th grade and their still together but she still talks to me a lot because we're going to go to community college now. We were enjoying icees a couple weeks ago together and I don't know what happened but ever since then I've been thinking about her a lot where I get chills and can't concentrate again until I jerk off. I know this means I'm thinking about sex, but this doesn't happen with any other girl. I'm trying not to but I can't control it.

I know she probabley doesn't feel the same way at all because she helps me out with social advice and probabley thinks of me like a little kid. And she has a boyfriend. And everyone knows I am autistic.

am I having a hormone surge or what?

LOL. This! ^^^

You are infatuated. In my experince the only way to move past this is to cut off all contact or (failing that) find another girl to obsess over (preferably one without a boyfriend.)

TMI, dude. I wouldn't say hormone surge, you are a little old for that. But I would say this is more than a crush, considering your past history with the girl.

As wrong as it feels, it is a nice feeling though.

I think she would probabley laugh at me if I told her. But shed be nice after that.
But probabley I just won't tell her. Because its wierd how when I'm with her it doesn't feel any different then it used to, its just later on when I'm by myself I think about her and it feels good and makes me laugh so Ill just leave it there.
I have a feeling we'll always be friends so I don't have to be worried to love her more or show her that I love her more. THats nice.