I don't really need anyone to be crazy (I manage enough of that by myself thank you). Heck, I don't even know if I want anyone anymore. BUT, if I did, it would be a female who would be as nasty as I needed, as well as curling up and being my little girl. Much as I'm incapable of taking care of someone - I need to feel that I do fulfill an important role in their life.
This stuff is making me far too emotional. I so want to have someone to read to and pet again. But...must...be...strong. Must find my pleasure in the perusal of inhuman beauty instead.