Yes, precisely, but different polarity. By this I mean I want a BF. Um, I have a serious Elektra complex too......sigh. I'm the pretty Lab Pet but painfully shy. I (sort of) have a BF BUT he lives 380 miles away AND lives with a lady already........sigh again. You did not ask but would you like some advice (I'm bad at advice, btw): Have a good imagination and lots of toys.
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same nightmare, different nap