This is kind of a continuing thread of my process of my life and rediscovering myself. Anyways, I believe that I'm Androgynous a little bit. I like girls who are in the masculine gender role in terms of dress, looks, talk, and behavor. Plus I feel that I can become feminine from time to time, sometimes my hand gestures, sometimes my voice is pitches high, sometimes when I think about masculine women in the masculine gener role,...strange stuff happens. It's kind of like gender role reversal sort of speak.
I have my pharapist this Wednesday, he's a society conformist and well........he can be nice to me and tell me to be who I am but how's that going to help me, tell me where to go.
I'm in the middle of trying to start expressing my Androgynous life but it's like I'm trapped because my parents are Normal Society Conformists and if they ever discover any of this, they would think that I'm sick, confused, or even homosexual even though that's not the case. They are homophobic by the way. But I'm heterosexual but a gender nonconformist.
Sex: (The body you were born as)
Gender: (Your idenity)
Two different subjects
I could say or coin a prase like Homogender or something but isn't sexuality is sexuality, gender is gender.
I'm a part of WhatisGender.net so I'm learning a lot of stuff like use Masculine, Feminine, Androgynous and Nongender to discribe behavors but never use Man or Women as terms discribing behavor otherwise you would sound sexist.
It's kind of interesting.
But anyway, I feel like I'm just a lonely soul who yerns to rebel and be a nonconformist in a Society Norm controled world.