yellowtamarin wrote:
"Always the same" sounds rather defeatist at 15, too. I hadn't found a relationship or kissed anyone when I was 15. There wasn't much of an "always the same" because I hadn't even met enough people to be attracted to.
It's pretty easy to gather a few "I have feelings for someone? Kill these feelings. Destroy them" experiences by fifteen, which are the ones the OP described as "always the same".
I can relate to it because, for me, it couldn't be any other way. At that age, I could only wonder when my parents would tell me I could finally go out with a girl or have a girlfriend. By the way, it never happened.
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Are you perhaps falling for girls too easily?
Who decides what is "too easily"? At any rate, you seem to be proving him right: he has to kill his feelings in case someone else decides he's having them "too easily".
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