RE:Love is so complicated...(WTF?!)

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I was reading what I posted a few days ago and I was wondering why it didn't delete.
I had no idea I had to delete it myself...

I have a few announcements to make:

1)
HOW COULD I WRITE SUCH A THING?! I don't know,maybe I was going through
a mood change or something.Maybe hormones.Maybe I was just crazy...
first of all, I don't like that guy I was talking about anymore. He's free of me now...
Besides,he's taken (THANK GOD I FOUND OUT BEFORE I DID ANYTHING STUPID!)
He reminds me of a time I was making some eggs for myself and I took one
out and it had dry chicken poop on it (wierd huh?)
Someone else is now my victim,his name is Patrick and he lives around my house,
i'll talk about him some other time...all i'll say is that I have learned the meaning
of attractive now...

2) Im really depressed because my Dad's gone crazy again.He has severe deppression.
My mom's bi-polar (sometimes she's high and others low)That doesn't seem like a good mix...I was born as an aspie (well,not really,I was "gifted" and THEN it happened,like the rest of you people) probably because of that.
Anyway,as I was saying,Im deppressed because we had to move out of my house
because my dad was going through a phase.
We're coming back when he's better,but I just think he's going to get worse.
My mom was going through a phase when we were moving out and she yelled she didn't
give a f**k if my dad took his pills or not and she wasn't going to keep on taking care of him.This happened before,when I was 12,and I saw when they took him to the mental
hospital.Not pretty.

Don't bash on yourself, wormy.

Lots of times, people need to write to understand what they are feeling and thinking -- to clarify things. The act itself can be cathartic, too.

So if what you wrote makes you uncomfortable now, no harm done. You're allowed to change your mind, ramble out loud, meander mentally, etc. The main thing is to keep trying to feel better about your thoughts and yourself, eh.

You've been through a lot. Be gentle with yourself.

Big (non-threatening) e-hug.

DD

Ok, that's cool.

I knew a guy in college whose nickname was Wormy. He was a funny guy, so I've got good associations w/ that name.

Hang in. Glad you're okay.

DD