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I return after almost 2 days
of no stress. I have helped someone
long distance and feel good about
that. but I don't want to be back
at Quizno's. I don't want to go back
to the hostel. I just want to
hide. I should have stayed 7 days
away for searching my feelings .

What I regret is that I am hesitant
to post this . I hear laughter
at the Starbucks on Mason & O'Farrell
and I want them to go away. Better
yet I want to go away .

Right now "Iris" by the Google Doll
is playing and it's in one of my H.P
Fan-made videos I downloaded.
This is how I feel. I feel sick,
physically and emotionally being
here and even a poem is not able
to come out.

I have dissected Pg #1-24 of "The
Curious Incident" book for posting
tommorow in the pre-made format
that I setup in earlier forum setup
at least my analyical side is being
feed.

I have no desire to be at Quizno's
tommorow. I feel burnt out and
sick of this place!

Ghosthunter

don't let life get you down ghosthunter! You always brighten my day with your wisdom/unique perspective on things! Try applying for a different job but keep working at Quiznos until you get another job. I'm sure there is a disability office in the city that can help you find a job.

Is there any chance you can find another job that won't stress you out quite so bad? Heal thyself... or is the necessity for survival going to get in the way of healing? Either way, don't be hesitant to post here. I for one am thinking of you and wishing there was more I could do to help.

Just so you know (and ElfMan too) - after a couple weeks of stress and sickness, I finally talked to the boyfriend, and I am now officially free.

Seek Disability organizations around your area, Ghosthunder. Maybe you could qualify for Vescid or some other organization, that can help you get a job. BTW, Vescid is a very good organization.

Hmmmmm? Hmmmmmm? Young HFA-like Jedi?

So how did it go and how do you feel about this
letting go. Did he take it hard? I suspect
you are happier?

What about Elfman? How and what did happen?

Hmmmmm? Young HFA-Like Jedi,
Ghosthunter

GhostHunter, I hope you are able to find your feet soon. Keep pushing at the places that are there to help you. I know it's important to self to be indipendant of them, but we are not wired to funtion smoothly in their existance. Assistance will not be a bad thing. (I am trying to teach myself same). Don't know if this is how you feel.

Pyraxis was mentioning me to draw my attention to her post mate.
Pyraxis, I am glad to hear you feel free. Take care as other unknown emotions present themselves over time to follow. Support for any choice you make is with you. Don't forget to outlet here when you need to.

I say thanks to Pyraxis, Alex, and
Elfman. I may not work in large
packs, but it is nice people can
be there to say we care! I try to
do this with others.

I say cool! Pryaxis for lossing it!
and Elfman for your encouraging
words, and I love your new avitar
because it matches your wit and
character. I say thankyou Alex
for clarifying the few can make
a difference.

Sincerely,
Ghosthunter