So...I Just Imploded My Life

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Way too tired to go into detail, but yea.
Sick of entertaining people who don't get me, don't try to and just set me up for disappointment.

Ugh. In some ways I feel good and some ways not.
I feel good because I KNOW these people are toxic for me...but I also don't click with people at all and even though we have our problems we have history at least.

The thought of having to go out and meet more people and find a couple who aren't idiots...fuuuuuuu. I can't handle it. I've been searching this whole time and the people I'd find were the best I could find...and they took 15 and 18 years to find!

I can't decide if I'm being a totally unrealistic as*hole in my expectations....or just realistic about what I need to be happy.