Sad and frusturated
Right now, I'm feeling a burnout from no one seeming to me interested in me. My most recent relationship was with someone who, let's say I wasn't attracted to her. That ended 3 months ago and since then I've been wanting someone who I truly like, their looks and everything else about them.
There's been a few girls in the last 3 months alone that fall into the "she's not interested in me for whatever reason" category, and that especially hurts me. What is weird is that the only girls that ever like me are ones I'm truly attracted to. I've found that maybe it's true that your attraction towards someone intensifies when they show interest in you, but there certainly are more attractive girls than the ones I've had short lived relationships with, including the most recent one, which was 5 months.
Undoubtedly the best connection I've ever had was with the girl who's parents did us completely wrong. I've obviously gone about life in general like that never happened, but when I keep getting turned down, I think back to that one connection I did have and think what could've been.
Right now I work as a DSP. It's a good job for this stage in my life. I have my own car. I'm still living with my dad and paying rent for the house. Idk what else I can do to improve myself. Just, why is it that no attractive female in my age range seems to be interested in me? When this ever end?
Btw, yes, she will be turning 18 just months from now, but I doubt she'll be moving out of the house anytime soon after that, therefore she'll keep living with her parents.
Can't think of anything else to say at the moment.
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Early 20s male with Asperger’s and what feels like a mood disorder