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14 Jan 2021, 1:31 am

A girl at a facility I was at asked to lay in bed with me. I was surprised at first but she was pretty annd I let her crawl into my bed. She snuggled with me. She didn't know I had autism, and it was really nice. Not because she didnt know I had autism but because I had never layed in bed with a girl before.
She was really pretty and her name was Lilia and her voice and the feel of her skin were soothing. I didn't love her though.
Lilia gave me her number but a girl where I live who bullies me took her number and threw it away.
I miss her now.

Now I want to do it again. I feel really different after doing it. It was fun.
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Any feedback or casual conversation?


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14 Jan 2021, 6:39 am

Next time save the phone number on your phone.



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14 Jan 2021, 7:15 am

I hate bullies!

Girls cuddle up with each other all the time. It’s not always sexual.

I hope you see her again.



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17 Jan 2021, 6:47 pm

Just share a pic and your number here and I guess someone here will find to crawl into your bed and replace her ... :wink:


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19 Jan 2021, 11:47 pm

Jeez - throwing her number away was a really childish, spiteful act. I hope you made it clear to this person what an utter w*ker they are.



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20 Jan 2021, 12:22 pm

If you want to cuddle with Lilia again, even if not in love, is there a good way you could go looking for her, like on visiting hours?

And when it feels right, no hurry of course, just tell her that you’re on the autism spectrum, that it means different skills, and at times patchy skills.

If she’s at a facility, she might well have one or more issues and/or differences herself.



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21 Jan 2021, 12:22 am

Missing is a nice feeling. :)

Not this one so will be another, it is good to discover what brings you butterflies