I don't know how successful this is going to be, but I want to try. I've finally had it with NT women following my most recent rejection. All the NT women that I've tried to get with throughout my life have either flat-out rejected me or placed me in the "friend" column, and all of you AS guys know that song and dance. I’m absolutely fed up. My social and behavioral problems that I had growing have pretty much diminished into nothingness, in fact, the not-so-picky individual probably couldn’t tell me apart from an NT, but it doesn’t seem to make a difference with NT women, because they notice everything.
No matter how good I get at socializing, I’m never going to be able to completely 100% “mask” my AS. The little things that do slip, an off facial expression here, responding a second slower than what’s expected there, they never miss those things and know right then and there that something’s different about me, even if their not sure what that “something” is.
Even though I may have AS, I still have feelings, and most would call me a pretty decent guy, so I’m really tired of being treated like garbage, so I’m finally doing the sensible thing by trying to find someone who shares my struggle. If there’s any college-age AS girl here or someone who knows a college-age AS girl in the San Antonio area who wants to loved, worshiped, and wined-and-dined, please PM me. My interests are mostly video games. I’m also into anime, movies, music, cars and driving, some sports, and lots of other stuff. About the only thing I’m not is out-doorsy. I’m white, skinny but a decent build, about 6’1 with thick copper hair (I can get it cut if you don’t like it) and brown eyes and some big-ass feet. I wear 16s. I’ll send a pick to any girl who’s interested.
27 Aug 2007, 1:35 pm
