Don't worry about who you find so much... just start interacting with any women.
It's good to have all these standards and things... and know who you are looking for. But when it comes down to it, all this searching for specific qualities ends up seeming like a job search... and your communication starts sounding like a job interview.
It's like... I want this, this this and this... and your potential mate says... well I have this this this and this... plus look at this. Then you think... love... but the other person thinks... 'this guy's kind of boring... nice... but boring.'
And this isn't really how love is formed...
Well, that's my theory right now anyways...
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Wonder what it feels like to be in love?
How would you describe it, like a push or shove?
Guess I could pretend that this is all I need
Wanting more than what I have might appear as greed.