I have to post about this somewhere, and the other message boards I go to would just bag me for it. Why is it that war games and violence and depressive speech are okay, but being positive and sharing the love with friends, family, boy/girl friends is almost taboo????
I feel like I've made a huge step. I've asked a guy I liked to the movies. And yesterday I had a great time. We held hands and hugged and kissed (EEEEK!) and I feel like I found someone who won't mind me being quirky. He's not the hottest man alive, but he is good-looking and presents himself nicely. He's also a computer geek (hee hee!), and he's just awesome!
And we're going on another date!
I just feel like conquering that fear of rejection was worth it a lot. Also, facing the fear of actually going out in public with friends (dance classes) was also worth it
I think (THINK) I might have a little crush...

Congrats!...
i hope i will find someone to love me one day.... 24 years down, 50 odd to go (sigh)