Man, I'm looking for places to socialize and meet Tomboys. Nightclubs are now a days to dirty, too much drugs and violent people.
I don't know where to go from here.
And on another note. I'm starting to act differently at times when I feel confortable. Almost..........uh...........I don't know how to discribe it...........wanting to be hugged and cuddled. More gental acting. Feeling fabric to my face. Thinking about Tomboys more.
This might sound silly but I can't fall asleep unless I hold my pillows close to me. And all through the night and even early morning, I pretend that I'm with a boyish Tomboy and I start to act more feminine. I start giggling with a high pitch at times and my voice starts to become more high pitch and with some kind of wistpering softness to it.
All I can think of is the phrase "Role-Reversal".
It's kind of strange, it's alittle scary but I think it's leading up to something. Any suggestions? I'm starting to realize that I'm probably not just straight but something more complex.
19 Jul 2008, 6:08 pm
