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18 Jul 2008, 12:05 pm

I was popular at high school at some stages but I dont know what happened or really why but I stabbed a few people with a pen, threatened to kill a few people, got in physical fights and kicked in doors >
I know this is not the way to make friends and I dont really know why I acted like this
Maybe I had heaps of anger or something.
All this stuff Ive done, for years I didnt know of or remember but things are coming back to me and like all people Im putting the pieces of the puzzle back together
When I was in a girls home I felt safe and made two good friends but one by one when i got them on thier own I threatened to kill and torture them
The girls on many nights had to sleep with their doors locked shut

Does this make me a sociopath?

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18 Jul 2008, 2:08 pm

SIXLUCY wrote:

I have a diagnosed autistic disorder and ADHD and I was popular at high school at some stages but I dont know what happened or really why but I stabbed a few people with a pen, threatened to kill a few people, got in physical fights and kicked in doors >
I know this is not the way to make friends and I dont really know why I acted like this
I was seriously abused as a child and ranaway as a teenager. Maybe I had heaps of anger or something.
All this stuff Ive done, for years I didnt know of or remember but things are coming back to me and like all people Im putting the pieces of the puzzle back together
When I was in a girls home I felt safe and made two good friends but one by one when i got them on thier own I threatened to kill and torture them
The girls on many nights had to sleep with their doors locked shut

Does this make me a sociopath?

Depends. Do you still act like this?

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18 Jul 2008, 4:34 pm

No but I went to prison a year back for similiar behaviour
I am not excusing it at all but its like something just came over me and Im not my same person anymore
It was like something really evil was haunting me and every time I got angry it would come over me like you wouldnt believe
It was torture and that is why I wrote alot of that poetry > it was my only escape
There was this girl (and no it wasnt me) but at around this time she came to me in visions and dreams She scared the hell out of me but sometimes in some ways that girl became me
Its hard to explain but so much crazy stuff happened and it was all real
There was a really evil girl (so evil you wouldnt believe) and too there were men but they were not as apparent to me

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18 Jul 2008, 11:10 pm

BJWanlund wrote:

Hey guys! I'm doing a column for my school paper about being an Aspie, and I'm working on another one over the summer, but I've run into a snag: I want to talk about how come Aspies don't exactly have very many girlfriends, if any, and I really want to talk from not just my perspective, but from others' perspective too.

So, here's my question: Why do most Neurotypical girls shun us Aspies? What are they expecting out of us?

BJ

Er.............what?

I dated two neuro's, and I am a current Neuro myself, somehow my AS has disappered.

anyhoz, I dated a neuro my junior year of high school (four years back) and it went completely well (well if you don't count the once a week sesh with a councilor after I thought I might be sucidal and depressed....that's another story) minus the break up, and we're still talking and good friends.

I can't say that I've been "shunned" in all my expereience (well excluding elementary school). I was always the guy that every one liked, in high school and today, most guys with girlfriends don't mind them hanging out with me because they know me well enough to know that I'm not the type to make a move on their girl.

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