You say this on the outside, but on the inside it'll never go away.
I've tried to give up.
But then someone comes along that very nearly gives me hope that love for me is possible and covertly drags me back in.
Then I become bitter and disillusioned... and focus on all my flaws and why I'll never find someone and I should just give up.
It's a cycle really...
If you have that desire for a relationship deep down inside... you can ignore it maybe... but it'll never go away...
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Wonder what it feels like to be in love?
How would you describe it, like a push or shove?
Guess I could pretend that this is all I need
Wanting more than what I have might appear as greed.