Do you think the way NTs socialize is beautiful?

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An interesting question.

I suppose that from an objective standpoint, NT human social interaction is as much a miracle of evolution as the colonial behaviour of ants and bees, or the dominance heirarchies of pack animals. It's also as tied to human survival as those behaviours are to their various species. Human conversation is a complex, interwoven, reciprocal exchange of both rational ideas and irrational instincts. Overt communication (speech, gestures) convey concrete details, in the exact same space and time as subliminal signals (subtle stuff like eye contact) transmit a wealth of emotional information that words alone cannot. To an impartial observer, this marriage of logic and instinct that allows two or more minds to bond on a level unseen elsewhere in nature could surely be called beautiful.

The irony is that there are no impartial observers. Anyone able to participate in that kind of interaction has no objective comparison. If you're neurotypical, the sheer amount of information conveyed subliminally during conversation is just par for the course. The complexities of conversation seem trivial, just as walking and staying balanced upright seems trivial to humans (until you try to design a bipedal robot, and have to account for the zillion factors involved).

On the other hand, if you're on the autism spectrum, you're much more likely to see how layers of thought, emotion, and instinct form a communicative tapestry that most take for granted. You might even understand the mechanics of interaction in ways most NTs couldn't even fathom. The cost, of course, is that you can never truly be a part of it. This would be fine if you truly were an impartial observer - but damn! You're surrounded by these people.

No, if anything its annoying yet amusing at the same time like observing a troop of chimpanzees at the zoo!

It's... interesting. My opinion of NT socialization is like the opinion someone might hold of Stone Age culture or interaction between orangutans; something to study and learn about, maybe attempt to imitate sometime with the risk of acquiring bad habits, often fascinating in a way, but still disgusting. I honestly think I'm reasonably well-adjusted for an aspie, and I despise that about myself sometimes.
Like I look at myself more sincerely and have no idea why I'm teasing someone just because they're that person in the group, or I'm not saying the uncomfortable but necessary thing that the NTs are too socially prudent to say, or I'm doing stupid things like being passive-aggressive or implying and hinting at stuff instead of just saying it or shutting the heck up, or making mean faces at somebody instead of confronting them.
In retrospect, I'd rather stick to being socially inept instead of adapting to social mores that I find so repulsive, but it's hard to ditch the habits now.

No, it is boring, full of ignorance and overly focused on gossip (most of which is inaccurate) and going to the pub to get pissed whilst trying to score social points for what they go up to whilst they were there.

They think drinking makes them clever...I say it kills off their few precious brain cells.

no it's shallow and manipulative a lot of the time.

I think of their interaction as being very fake and superficial. When they ask you how you are doing, I can see in most people's eyes that they do not care. If they don't care, i'd just assume they not waste my time asking the question. I know that they do not care because it used to be when someone asked me how i was doing, I would tell them the truth and they seemed to get very uncomfortable having a real conversation: they expected me to say i was doing "fine," thus completing required social protocol. I hate being forced into routine social niceties.

The rest of the time i see people "bonding" its over something idiotic like sports. While I like to occassionally engage in sports, I think it is the ultimate waste of time being a spectator watching a bunch of overpaid idiots to stuff with a ball.

I think the way most people act is repulsive. I loathe the fake smiles i see everywhere. People just tell you what they think you want to hear.

Thing is, I see it that most NTs are dying on the inside, but it is an unwritten rule that you can never express just how much you are hurting.

No. I have two distinct reactions to it:

a) annoyance - mostly when I'm overloaded or trying to focus on something else. It's like 'seriously, guys, can't you go five minutes without talking to each other?'

b) curiosity - almost as if I was watching two birds interacting in the wild. I often eavesdrop on people, essentially because I'm studying them.

I find it interesting, but I don't think it's beautiful.

no, its filled with lies and games they feel necessary to fck with other ppl's brains