'ello, my name is Jay. I'm not what i seem. I might be cute, but i am also very reserved and picky. I usually ruin everything i encounter because I "don't know how to live". I was never able to live in the moment like other people. I went to a doctor a couple of years ago and he told me i had PDD-NOS. I didn't know what that meant, nor did i care; I just ignored him. I was 23 then; now i am 28 and i still don't know what to do. I have a lot of very interesting habits/interests: Philosphy, Religion, Occultism, Psychology, Politics, Art, Music, Technology, Feelings, Acting, Exercising, Sexology. I used to be a big Aesteticist. Some might say i am a Narcissist, *sshole, Moron. I don't open up well to others except if you are an honest person. I find most people to be dishonest and deluded; especially with themselves. I really am a lonely person. If you want to chat, you are more than welcome. Sometimes i will take interest.